And I have a lot more to go!
I think I’ve made MAYBE 5 real meals out of 18… My poor kids. Ha ha ha.
I think I’ve moped around here every single day since he left.
I think I WANT to get out of this mopey mood and move on, but it’s so hard!
I think I want people, my dearest friends, to know that I don’t mean to whine, I just feel heartbroken right now.
I think I want to know how to lean on God but I’m having a hard time doing it right now.
I think I feel so much worse for the women who do this every single year or even every other year. I love all of you, even if I don’t know you. And I’m committing each of you to prayer from now on.
I think I never knew it would hurt this much.
I think we’ve cleaned the house twice in 18 days.
I think I’ve made my bed once.
I think I’ve gone to bed before 11 once.
I think I know that I will lean on God and He WILL get me through this and we’ll be better people, a better couple, a better family once he returns.
I think I know that MY plan isn’t always GOD’S plan.
I think I know that God’s plan is absolutely always perfect.
I think I know I love my man.